I'm back ya'll...
Finally back to bloggin...lolx....fuckin boring after finishin poly n waitin 4 ns HaHa so yea...many daes of party n all still bore me @ times where i jus sit n wonder is it all worth it...but hell HaHa jus gona live once so make us of tat i guess...so finally the Young H.O. is back in town biatches...Peace!!!!
__[`Doberman] | 6:44 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Happi Bdae....
Oh man lots of thigs have happend....my bdae was gr8...thankx to all tha guys whu came ova to ma place...thanks for the sweater...i owe u guys lots man...been wif me through tough timez...well events after tat were worst than i expected...life realli is f**ked up...the out-look is diff from wats in them...look at it this way...a polt of crops will b destroyed even though a plant in it is infected...same goes for ppl n the group they mix wif...jus pity them...hopefully one dae things will change...evolution is abt to begin...i i'm lookin forward to wat i m abt to bcome...Peace Out MOFOz!!!!
I hope you know that this is really not a game
The way I put it down you will remember the name
The way we change it up shit is never the same
And when I'm finished I promise I'll have you niggas feel ashamed
For giving the people shit they ain't really loving
- Busta Rhymes (Together)
__[`Doberman] | 1:33 PM
Monday Bluezzz!!!
Weekend is ova...has been abit borin...but its all good...few of the guys went cheekys...coz they wantd to drool ova some binkini babes...HaHa...aung bernard tau-boi n i were at coco...was pretty cool there...nvr went down for cassie's bdae but we did c her after her party...anywayz yea tat was it...pretty much a dead weekend...n i jus realised tat the lesser the ppl u know in a club the more happenin it is...actually i knew it long time ago...but well hopefully nxt wk it will b happenin....
The pot holes in the street just bentcha rims
Tell me whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL
MAN, THAT AIN'T STICKY, THAT'S JUST STICKS AND STEAMS
BOY whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL
Catch ya man with another bitch up in ya bed
Ladies whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL
If the bottles all gone and your eyes are red
BOY whatcha gon do? ACT A FOOL
-Ludacris (Act a Fool)
__[`Doberman] | 11:18 AM
Pain
Damn...the pain seems to b rippin me inside out...looks like i gota find new ways to ease it...guess the usual way aint werkin...sometimes it jus wants to come out but cant...other times it jus takes ova the mind...wat r dreams when all u dream abt is somethin impossible yet everydae u wake up n say to yaself "i can do this"...n wat r dreams when all u could think abt in ur slp is ur own self destruction...n how much ya enjoy killin urself slowly...loneliness brings out the beast...solitude is like a temp disease wifout a cure...makin the same mistakes again seems to give me a sort of pleasure...the twisted kind u get when u try ta hurt urself...how to u express pain n grief when ya have been soaked in it for all ur life?smilin?aint tat sick?if tatz the case....guess i m sick...sick of wat ppl think of ya n how they treat ya...no matter how nice ya r to ehm...no matter wat ya do 4 ehm...no matter how forgivin ya r...mayb i m too human...sometimez ya too nice n ppl jus get over u...but u jus smile...but when the act is over...u start thinkin y...y u r so human...yet in the helms of darkness there is always hope...well at least a thin thread...for me its ma brotherz....
This post exsists coz ppl ard think their life is screwed up n bitch abt it so much tat they nvr see the other side of things...4 ya info tokin so loud on the bus does not solve anythin...n u aint the onli one...after all ya like onli 16...still can turn things ard...for me i'm too deep in...but tatz destiny...though u dunno me i shall let it out ma chest anywayz....Peace!!!
__[`Doberman] | 12:10 AM
Its been....
Wah jus realised i havent been bloggin for like 2-3 wkz...anywayz weekdays were dead borin...it was last Sat that we realli enjoyed ourselves...aung taufik girish n i were @ coco latte...was kinda boring at first but later on it was happening well worth 38 bucks....after tat took a cab down to BB...another drinkin session wif kt...bernard was there...but tat manjen cannot hold his liquor...so tatz abt it larx...still tryin to cut down on late nitez though
I ain't got to prove I'm rich, I'm no fool
I know the rules I ain't got time for it
and they will hateyou deal with the real cake
and they on the corner
from morning to real late
I deal weight and if you bastards dought me
I'm a hustler ask about, ask about me
-Cassidy (I'm A Hustla)
__[`Doberman] | 10:00 PM
Haiz!!!
Carina realli suxz larx...i got ma matic card confiscated...warning letter's on da way...fuck man!!!wth..playin in da boring lab also kena...this is fucked up...SIP suxzzz!!!
Blushin' in this 40 ounce
Lettin the ink from my pen bleed
Cuz Marthin Luther King had a "DREAM!"
Aaliyah had a "DREAM!"
Left Eye had a "DREAM!"
So I reached out to Kanye and "brough you all my dreeam!"
-The Game (Dreams)
__[`Doberman] | 11:04 AM
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Fuck wif me...but dun eva fuck wif ma frenz....
__[`Doberman] | 12:30 PM